This last week has to have been the most challanging of my life, and has seen me at my most vulnerable and dependant and as a result out of sorts.
Everything is a challange and having both hand out of action means most things are impossible.
But worse than that, everything makes me so cross. Too many kids standing together, kids eating at the wrong table, the front door left open to let the dog escape, the tv too loud, the batteries falling out of the remote when I can finally get to watch something. But that fails as the kids gather and fight over who sits next to me or on me. And Saul looks to feed and that is so painful. Dog hairs on the sofa, dog and cat fighting, the dog in the rabbit hutch. The dog......
Normally all these things together wouldn't phase me but these days the slightest thing drives me crazy!
Over the weekend, Our computer had crashed, and I couldn't hold a book to read. There is a brilliant game on my phone and despite my excitement at starting to play, it kills my right hand, so I had to abandon all and visit a friend and share two bottles of delicious Australian white wine and forget....
I think I'm suffering from cabin fever too, really want to go somewhere, or have someone visit. Anything to help the days pass and to feel like I'm recovering to some degree. That moan really helped. Thanks!
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it's good that you can say all that. it's really a gift. and i think little things like these are memories who are more precious than anything =)
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